Affair with a Scorpio man

My best date ever was with a Scorpio male who I'm still head over hills over two and a half years later. I'm Scorpio's secret lover who only gets to see him a few times a year. Scorpio has worked in a few different states since I met him, and even though our adultery is wrong, I can't help to want him more and more. His mysterious "other life" eats at me with curiosity and feelings of unworthiness at times, but I can't see my self cutting him out of my life completely at this time. The comfort, passion, and security I feel around him are like no one I have ever experienced. Even though we are greatly magnetized toward each other, Scorpio definitely has the upper hand in our "friendship" and eventually I feel forced to part from this unforgettable
Scorpio.