Fell For A Taurus/Aries Cusp Girl, What To Do?

by Robert
(Michigan)

I'm a Pisces guy, I recently moved to a small town and met a totaly BEAUTIFUL (inside and out) girl who I later found out was an Aries/Taurus cusp. She's very reserved, it took months for her to even talk about ANYTHING personal and she still refuses to show most of her feelings. We aren't close at all, so I don't blame her.

I recently told her that I was interested in her but I severely underplayed it expecting rejection. As far as she's concerned I think she's a nice/gorgeous person mildly. In my mind she's like an angel.

When I told her she was really nice about it, pretty much gave me the, you're nice but there's nothing there speech. After that (and a little bit before) I tried desperatly to get over her. Months at a time I tried to find something wrong with her so I could just drop it. I went back to one of my exs so that I could stop thinking about her, I didn't even realize how I was using her, so that just isn't an option again.

I want to tell her how amazing she is but I think it would be very selfish of me when she already has so much on her mind. I don't want to cause anymore drama, but I want her to know, and I still somewhere hope (but no better) that she'll understand.

I don't know what to do anymore. I haven't even tried to charm/flirt/seduce her. She's an amazing friend and I don't want to ruin that. Not to mention that I'm constantly wondering if I'm after her just for her looks lately.

I feel madly in love with her. It takes everything in me not to become a stalker.

I pretty much need help with two things.
A: Do I just keep trying to get over her?
B: If not how can I win her over, she's so paranoid about flirting, so much more amazing than me in every way, and so against dating at this point.

I've tried just getting close, to be friends, so I could know if I really like her, so I could have a chance if I did, but she's just not letting me in.
-Thanks in advance.