help me! i love an aquarius man

by peggy
(tampa)

I met a beautiful man a little over a year ago. At first It was what I had been waiting my whole life for. We had a connection. I would think of him and before I knew it; my phone would be ringing. We bonded on an intellectual level and I enjoyed just speaking to him. We always seemed to be learning from one another and the sex is amazing. We were serious for almost a year. His home was my home away from home. About three months into our relationship a young girl began to spread rumors that she was sleeping with him too. When I confronted him; he denied it saying "that he slept with her a few times before he and i were together and that her feelings were hurt". It was VERY hard for me to do; but I gave him the benefit of the doubt because I was falling in love with him. 6 months later; I became pregnant. At first he was so sure that he wanted to have a baby. We looked at houses and such. Then he began to talk about all the things that he wanted to do...travel. Being a single mom already..I naturally became worried. He and i both already have children. In the end we decided to terminate. I have struggled emotionally and spiritually falling into a deep depression. When i reached out to him; he abandoned me. We eventually broke up and two weeks later he had a different young girl living with him. Now he's coming back into my world again. Being a Scorpio and strong willed woman...I am so torn....between my heart and my head. common sense tells me to RUN but I'm truly in love him and i just can't do it. We've been broke up for three months. I have stayed with him twice in the past week. what should i do? i know he cares. he's kept things, memos from our relationship. I'm so confused and i don't want to get hurt again. advice anyone?????