I need Advice....Scorpio and Taurus Intense Friendship

by Carolle
(Ohio)

I am a Scorpio woman who met the most amazing man ever about 2 years ago. He is a Taurus. I had not been in a relationship for several years and was not looking when this happened. I met him through work and instantly had a very strong connection. Our friendship over the past 2 years has grown to be a very strong emotional bond. He is married, and not happy and we both realize that it is what it is. We did cross the line with some heavy and intense kissing about a year ago and quickly realized it was the wrong thing to do. I have tried to cut him out of my life because of my feelings for him, but he keeps saying he will not allow me to get rid of him and when we don't talk or communicate, we both are truly miserable. Neither one of us can imagine life without the other and I don't want to loose him, but am so confused. I have dated a few guys and am not sitting around thinking something may come of this and am not putting my life on hold for him, but I cannot stand the thought of not having him in my life, whether it be friends or more. We have confessed to each other how we truly feel, which is extremely deep and strong for each other and the more I pull away the more he comes forward. Why is it we share this deep connection? Has anyone experienced this before? It is so deep that I can be totally focused on what I am doing and I all of a sudden get this strange vibe, stop what I am doing think of him and my phone will ring and it is him, it is crazy I know. BTW we do not live near each other, but are in constant contact. I have never in my life experienced a connection with anyone in my life like this, but I have never had any connection with a Taurus before either, is it his sign?