Why does my Aries man keep pushing me away?
I have done nothing but show love toward this Aries, only because my body and mind go so goddamned gaga in his presence or even the thought of him! I know by past body language and brief conversations that he liked me too, but he has turned so bitter towards me and refuses to read my txt, card from Valentine's flowers, or letters. He just writes F..k off! and places it on my plate at the cafe when he serves up my meal! What an insecure, pathetic little prick? Today he had a flat tire when he arrived at work...then he gave me my card with inscription on it...I believe karma was at work on him big time!! I am one of the FEW people that even think him nice, or want to be his friend, and he totally rejects me! I honestly think he can't deal with the emotion, so he has to push me away in the nastiest way to prevent him having to face reality. The problem is, I really do love the prick and love doesn't fade instantaneously! I haven't even been able to cry yet, but know it will come soon enough...only because I took Emergency Essence drops to keep me calm. How can someone so lonely and very depressed be so horrible to someone who truly loves them? I am also guessing male menopause is at work...he is 45yoa. I know how moody and depressed I was with the female stuff, so can possibly forgive him momentarily bearing that in mind. I am just not good at rejection when he hasn't given me a fair go. I hope one day he gets through his menopausal stages and sees the pain he has caused. To make it even worse, I had a guy who was serious about wanting to be with me and I pushed him aside for the stubborn, arrogant, confused and sad Aries!!! Hindsight...