I want my scorpio woman back.
I want my scorpio woman back, how can I get to her heart? what are the signs that she likes me or moved on?
we had a very intense relationship. I am a Taurus woman, 30 years old and i thought my emotions were stable. I have met this girl last december and I felt in love completely. She is 25 had a little daughter and she was my world! I did everything I could, took them to trips to california, poconos, etc. took her to restaurants and made sure I would give her flowers here and there to make her feel she was my world. Took care of her daughter better than her own father did.
I am not as intense as she was, so I had a very hard time to convince her how much I loved her.
I had the best time of my life, I was applying to get my own house and ask her to be with me.
However, she was very moody, also having problems with her daughter's father, so I used to get home and feel her misery. That cause lots of fights, I am a calm person, but she sure knew how to push my buttons.
She was also unhappy because I am independent and have my career and stability, she was always mentioning that she like to take care of her partner, but she couldn't with me. I never cared about it, but I think I pushed her too hard to enroll in school and find a job, but I thought that was what she wanted!
One day she took everything she had out of my place and said she decided to go to school close to where her mother lives, but we were still seeing each other.
One week later, I was at her family's house, she told me to get inside because her ex was coming and she didn't want him to see me. I got upset, but got inside. When she came back we had an argument and we decided to go to sleep and talk in the morning. I was still very upset in the morning, so we didn't made out quickly as we used to, so she took off, left me at her mother's saying she was dropping a letter at the mail box, she took 4 hours to come back, I was calling her and she was ignoring me,then I found out she went to a friend's house to have a beer. so i decided to go home. She called me saying, well I see you soon, I told her, I am half way home, you upset me and I left. Since then she is been ignoring me, refusing to talk to me and not letting me see her daughter at all.
two weeks after we spoke and I asked what she wanted, she said she didn't know, that I have all these bad qualities (and never mentioned anything good I did for her!)and she wanted to be alone and concentrate in school. I asked if I should move on, she was quiet then she said, so you never loved me, how can you ask me if you can move on this quick? I asked if she was seeing somebody, she said, no because she still have feelings for me. I asked for another chance she said how can she give somebody else a chance when I am the 1st one asking.after that she said she was busy and ignored me for 2 weeks.
Just last week we started to talk a little, and I started to have hopes again, so the day before yesterday she text me asking if i was going out, I said, of course not, I work..she said I bet you are and I am too, this person asked me out and I will give her a try. My world came to an end, Its been 1 month I can't sleep, I can't eat, I can't concentrate,I am getting sick.I can't move on, because I can't imagine being with anybody else. I cry myself to sleep everyday till my nose bleeds. I miss her so much, I know I am stubborn and jealous, I wish I could do it all over again, because reading astrology compatibility I could understand a lot about her personality. I don't know what to do, I am lost, I wanna talk to her and this situation is killing me. How can I prove to her I love her and I will do everything it takes to make her happy? I am even willing to give up things in life for her.
I am a mess, I've been a mess for over a month and things are not getting any better. Any advice is highly appreciated.