Pisces emotionally drained by Sagittarius

by Teshia
(Florida)

I've been dating my guy on and off again for the pass 3 years which seems to be a trend with Pisces & Sags. I'm 29 and he's 40. I feel emotionally tapped out, empty, drained. I really do love him but I seriously don't think I can give anymore. I am always upset with him and when he's not around I actually miss him. I can cut everyone else off in a heart beat except him. I've tried breaking up with him soooo many times before but he doesn't let me be. I'm starting to think that maybe he thinks I'm easy because I always allow him to come back. I've changed my number time and time again but of course he comes to my apartment. I've actually tried dating other people but he's still there. The thing that bothers me the most is that I've never met his parents or siblings but i did meet his children. I hear all the sayings of if he doesn't take you to meet the parents then its not really serious. My friends think I'm crazy and I'm starting to believe I'm crazy. I cannot believe I've actually allow someone to have such a control over me emotionally and I hate it. I honestly don't know how to handle this relationship anymore. Maybe I want more than what he is willing to give. I've read where it says Sags does not like commitment because of their free wills, maybe that's true in my case. Sometimes I think he cares but for the most part it seems like he doesn't. He is always on the go and I realize he likes his space. When I back away that's when he seems to care and shows interest but as soon as I reach out to him then I start feeling like I'm imposing on his time. I'm really starting to think that we just aren't ment to be together or it just takes way too much work emotionally.